It is 3:04 am. Solitude for me. Time my muse wakes me up so that I can work. I am listening to the new music I am working on. Thinking I need to re-record what I have done. Perfectionist that I am. I wish I could type all the thoughts and things going through my head right now. I think mostly I am a bit stunned that TRILLIUM made the top 100 Recordings for 2009, at number one, according to ZMR. (Zone Music Reporter). Many wonderful musicians are with me on this chart. Thanks for all the well wishes, the good karma I feel from all of you is a blessing.
My thanks to Will Ackerman, Corin Nelsen, Jeff Silverman and all the gifted musicians that contributed their unique talents to mine. This path to share my music the way I have always dreamt of, and to see it in motion is very surreal. Words cannot describe how I am feeling atm.
Many other things I am dreaming of is to work in film. I would love to score a film. I know that one day that will happen. If you can dream it, you can achieve it! I am living proof that dreams come true. In the last 2 years, I've climbed out of my box and have done things that would have scared me to death.. but I chose to look at my fears and stare them down. I chose not to put limitations on myself... and that is when things began to move forward.
If you have a dream.. follow it. If you find an obstacle.. remove it, go around it. Don't let all the what ifs, and I can't, stop you.
Open up your heart and face your fears head on and doors will open... I promise.